Thursday, February 10, 2011

I've got one... What now?

A blog.
Cool.
Now I have a vlog (that no one watches) and a blog (that no one will probably read).
But that's not what this is about.
This is about me.

I'm debating what I should actually blog about though.
Should it be completely random? Or have a set theme.
My luck is that if I have a set theme, I wont stick to it.
Therefore I have just decided it's going to be random.

So what to talk about now?
Church. The same thing I talked about in my vlog.
It amazes me sometimes how powerful the Lord really is.
In the past couple weeks I have really seen him work through some guys and it honestly blows my mind away.
Then I realize the Lord is working through me, and that shocks me.
Two years ago I would have laughed in your face if you told me one day I would be going to church, that God loves me and would be doing amazing things through me.
Sometimes when I realize I'm building a relationship with God, and with people through God, I want to break down and cry.
I am so grateful for what He's doing for me and my life.
That people will actually pray for me and my family.
I wish any future relationship I have is built on God.
It hasn't been before and I honestly think that's why a lot have failed.
Not just dating per say, but friendships too.
But I'm mainly talking about dating.
It's not that I'm worried about having a relationship.
[ Well, that's a lie. but it's not gonna ever happen, so yeah]
Its that I don't want to have another failed one.
I don't want to follow what happened between my parents.
I mean I love them both.. but if I ever got divorced... *sigh*

Ahh... that's all.
Sorry for boring you.